My Year Zero - Rachel Gold

Lauren thinks she has a pretty good life-so why is it that she feels crazy most of the time? She figures it's nothing she can't fix by getting her first girlfriend and doing better at school. But how is she ever going to find a girlfriend in Duluth, Minnesota?

When she meets a group of kids who are telling a science fiction story online and gets invited down to the Twin Cities, she gets more attention than she ever expected, from two very different girls: charming Sierra and troublesome Blake.

Blake helps Lauren understand that she's not the crazy one in her life. But Blake's attention-and insights into life and living with bipolar disorder-threaten to destroy everything Lauren has created for herself, including her relationship with Sierra.